Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Home.

Our last week of traveling in Bangkok! 8 crazy months with the one and only Kiwi!
Pirates in Bali!
Paradise.
My friend Sara from Chicago going to see DJ Sasha in Bali!
Trying to surf in Indonesia..trying being the key word, (especially since we headed into the waves with no lessons, thinking we could just go out and surf and it would be easy).
...Moments later, we are all drowning, suits are scattered and the waves kept comin...

It has officially been a week since Kel and I returned to the dark, cold and rainy Seattle. I returned from backpacking for 8 months around SE Asia, meeting new people every day, eating food for less than a dollar and sweating in the high temps and sunshine. Now, don't get me wrong, I couldn't be more happy to see my family and friends at home but I'm so unsure in every aspect of my life. I have like this new bi-polar thinking process...."Oh, I love fitness, maybe I'll get a job at a gym." "Singing makes me so happy, maybe I'll look for work at a production company." "I need to make money, maybe I'll go to a pharmacy school." "I need to move out and get life started." "Who am I?" "What and who do I really want?" "I have got to get these last 10 lbs. off." I understand, the only pressure I have been experiencing is from myself. I thought life was supposed to be confusing in your teens, then after college, but who knew it got even more difficult to make a decision in your mid-20's???

One thing I know for sure is that I probably would be driving myself insane if it weren't for my family and friends telling me to calm down and breathe.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you!